Spare me the b******t line that "Valentine's Day" means nothing. It's celebrated as a f*****g national holiday, for f**k's sake. Couples are getting together and giving each other gifts. And if you don't have anyone, you're left out. You're excluded. That feels s****y. So don't tell me not to "feel bad" because I'm alone, because I really really do feel like s**t. And don't tell me to "go out there" and "find someone" like I've never thought of that before. Of course I've tried. I've come to the conclusion that no one wants me. I don't have anything to offer anyone. So I must be alone. So don't you dare tell me to be "okay" on Valentine's Day. I'm not okay.