I hate that I think for so long about driving back to you when I know...i know you dont want anyone to see you and me.i'm smarter than you are, and I see what you're doing.think I didnt notice you were texting these girls while feeling me up? think I didnt know you were going out after? do you honestly expect me to believe these excuses as to why you delete my messages? and when you told me we should wait, that it would only complicate things...was that a line of some sort or did you really not mean to fuck me so soon? I know, in my head, that I should waste no more time on you.but the rest of me....wants to run right back, no matter how far.